Places Left Unfinished at the Time of Creation

Places Left Unfinished at the Time of Creation is a memoir by John Phillip Santos about his Mexican-American roots, contrasting the historic San Antonio, Texas of his childhood and his grandparents’ memory with the contemporary, Anglicized San Antonio of the present. Like many Mexican families, Santos's ancestors fled from Mexico to the north, or El Norte, during the Mexican revolution, and have stayed on the border ever since. Santos investigates his Mexican roots through an uncovering of family history, a celebration of Mexican beliefs and culture, and a journey into the Mexican underworld to visit the ghosts of his deceased family members, who come to life and speak through this book.

There are many threads woven through Santos's memoir, but the predominant one is a celebration of the Mexican culture that Santos fears Texas is losing. To maintain this world, he investigates the memories that his older relatives – great aunts and uncles, grandparents – have about their life in America before white settlers overtook San Antonio. The result is a magical book that explores the surreal beliefs of Mexican Indians, whom Santos celebrates in this work, and interviews with the ghosts of those who no longer walk among them but whose memories color and contribute to his understanding of old San Antonio.

There are a number of eccentric characters in Santos's memoir. Taking his readers to the Inframundo, the spiritual underworld of ancient Mexican peoples, Santos meets his albino aunt, who was said to be a prophet after she watched a soul leave a dying body as a young girl. He also meets his great-grandfather, who stolen as a child and raised by a native tribe of Kickapu Indians, never returned to his family. Santos interviews his aunt who gave Lyndon B. Johnson cabbages in exchange for English lessons. His family history is vivid and magical as he talks to these family members, who offer their perspectives on his Mexican heritage.



An overarching struggle of Santos’s memoir is the story of his grandfather, whose mysterious death haunts the book and Santos family. His grandfather died, possibly by suicide, in San Antonio in 1939, but to this day, the death has never been resolved, and as is often the case with suicide, questions remain. This is one of the many silences of his childhood Santos investigates, uncovering both troubling and hilarious family secrets, and opening his history up for the world to see.

Santos beyond his own family history, delving into the ancient belief systems of the Mexican Indian cultures that foreground his people's culture. He takes an imaginative journey into the breakfast rituals of ancient Aztec tribes and flies with the Aztec guardians of time, represented by the Volador dancers of the 1968 Hemis Fair festival of his childhood. He travels the mountains of the Mexican desert, finding the migrating patterns of monarch butterflies which hold deep spiritual and symbolic significance in the region. All the while, Santos contrasts this imagined spiritual world with the real world of his childhood – he remembers attending day-long movie matinees and family barbecues where Mexican and American family members would come together to eat. Though his American family members often felt like exiles, torn from their country by political revolution, he remembers them as steadfast and never self-pitying.

All of these threads are then contrasted with modern day San Antonio – a city of Anglicized chain restaurants, white faces, and children who don't understand the roots of their Mexican ancestors. In a way, Santos's memoir is an elegy not to his lost family, but to the lost city of San Antonio, whose culture has been rooted out by capitalism and development.



John Phillip Santos is a freelance documentary filmmaker, author, journalist, and film producer. In 1979, he became the first ever Mexican-American Rhodes Scholar. His articles have appeared in a number of prominent magazines, and he has written three books; Places Left Unfinished at the Time of Creation, which was a National Book Award Finalist in non-fiction, The Farthest Home is in an Empire of Fire, and Songs Older Than Any Known Singer, a book of poems. A Berlin Prize Fellow, he has been awarded an Academy of American Poets Prize and an Oxford Prize for fiction. He has also served on the President's Advisory Commission on Educational Excellence for Hispanic Americans. Now a part of the Ford Foundation, he moved from New York City back to his hometown of San Antonio in 2005.